I thought I would write my way thorugh this experience.

I really did.   But I have not done so.  I have had moments when the words flowed through my brain.  I knew that if I could sit down at a keyboard I could put on the screen exactly what was happening and exactly how I felt,  but that did not happen.  Either there was no keyboard in sight, or when i opened my tablet there was Facebook or the USA Today crossword puzzle and I took a detour.  Nothing has been recorded.

The possibilities are still there. Every day I tell myself that this will be the day that I write.  This will be the day that I begin to record the process of this experience.  This will be the day that all I know and think and feel about cancer will be out there for the world to see.  

Maybe...