I really did. But I have not done so. I have had moments when the words flowed through my brain. I knew that if I could sit down at a keyboard I could put on the screen exactly what was happening and exactly how I felt, but that did not happen. Either there was no keyboard in sight, or when i opened my tablet there was Facebook or the USA Today crossword puzzle and I took a detour. Nothing has been recorded.
The possibilities are still there. Every day I tell myself that this will be the day that I write. This will be the day that I begin to record the process of this experience. This will be the day that all I know and think and feel about cancer will be out there for the world to see.
Maybe...
